That last moment….

Vo dono ek restraint main the, ladke ne coffee order ki thi. Vo dono ek he direction main baithe hue the…..ladka chup tha….ladki ne kaha ki papa ne poocha hai ki agar shaadi karni ho to abhi bata dein, ladke ne kuch bhi react nahi kiya chup raha, phir se ladki ne kaha….chalo chodo iss baat ko main aisa koi bhi sawal nahi karuingi jiska jawab dene main tumhe pareshaani ho apne office ke bare main batao kuch.

Ladka ne uske chehre ki taraf dekha to laga ki vo ladke ko kitna pyar karti hai, vo muskura rahi thi,  ladke ne kaha main tumhe aaj se nahi tab se jaanta huin jab se shayad main khud ko bhi nahi jaanta huin, agar main ne iss waqt tumhare sawal ka javab nahi diya to tum ghar ja kar kini der tak roti rahogi main jaanta huin. Phir ladke ne kaha, …..ek sapna hai mera aur us sapne main tum ho aur tum bahut khus ho vahain, mera vo sapna poora ho ya na ho lakin main tumhe uss sapne wali ladki ki tarah hamesha khush dekhna chahata huin.

Ladki ne  uski aankoin main dekha usne deere se sir heelaya aur uske haath per apna haath rakh diya. coffee aa gayi thi lakin dono main se koi bhi peena nai chahata tha. Phir ladke ne kaha apne papa se kahna ki main majbooor hai jahain ke rivajo se, parivaar ki zimmedario. Phir ladke ne uska haath apne haath main liya aur kaha agar main apne dil ka kahna manu too aaj he tumse shaadi kar luinga lakin isse kai logo ko takleef hogi kai log mujh se naraz ho jayenge….vaise mujhe parvah nahi hai unlogo ki lakin meri vajah se mere family ko takleaf hogi aur main itna bhi khudgarz bhi nahi ki apne liye apne family walo ko dukhi karuin. Ladki apna ek haath apne ek gaal se laga kar statue bankar ladke ko dekh rahi thi……ladka bahut si baatain karta gaya usse vo bas uski taraf dekhti hui sab baatain sunti gayi aur ek khamoshi bhari hain karti rahi….

jaate waqt ladki ne  sirf itna kaha ki mujhe pata hai ki jo tum karne ja raho ho vahi hamare liye sahi hai isse hamain dukh to hoga lakin hamari wajah se kisi aur ko duch nahi hoga. Aur apne parse se kuch nikaal kar ladke ki taraf badaya aur kaha ye lo jo tumne magaya tha main le ayi huin……..vo chali gayi ladka kafi deer tak vahin baitha raha aur uska photo, jo usne jaane se pahle diya tha, usee dekhta raha aur sochta raha kya main itna khush naseeb dobara ho pauinga jo phir koi aisi ladki mil jaya aur uski aankhoin main ayi aansu ki kuch boonde kah rahi thi nahi aisa kabhi nahi hoga…….kabhi nahi hoga.

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